sakitnya!!argh!!sumpah sakit tersangat2.
i can hardly breathe.
i can't even blink my eyes.
semua sendi2 bisa sangat.
kenapa sesakit ni??
ya ALLAH!tolonglah panjangkan nyawa aku!
aku belum bersedia untuk pergi.
aku mohon pada KAU..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
AkuMenangis..
petang 2,aku tengah lepak2 dam minum2 bersama si DUA,TIGA dan EMPAT.(macam biase)..
at that time jiwa aku macam terganggu sikit cause i have a fight with my boyfriend..
nak kate fight sangat xboleh jugak sebab we just ignored each other..
for the first time in our relationship,die kate die da tawar hati dgn relationship ni..
i couldn't accept it.how could he? his words are killing me n made me burst into tears. kat public.but i don't care. i'm hurt n deeply wounded.. he said that he needs to be alone.at first aku terlalu sedih,kecewa n marah.perasaan tu bercampur aduk.
kitorang da 4 years together.so bayangkanlah macam mane kitorang nk separate? my tears keluar macam air hujan,aku xdapat control lansung.xtahan sangat2.lepas 2 hujan terus turun dgn lebatnye. terima kasih.
"hujan dan airmata bersatu dalam irama ciptaan si pecinta mahal" - TANPANAMA SATU
at that night, i called him up tp no reply.after thousands trials,baru la de answer.
he said he was busy."busy"..cliche kn?
then i let my heart out pasal pe yang aku rasa lepas die cakap bnda tadi semue.
and aku rase puas sangat3. fuh...relieved.
i dont really want to talk about the fight n all cause this time i really want to be positive.i want him to respect me. i know n sure that he love me so damn much and he couldn't live without me.
aku akan tunggu tapi aku akan tunggu secara bermaruah. no more drama n no more pujuk rayu and all.hopeless 2 semue. i want to get real.because im a real girl.
"simpan kenangan, abadikan roman.." -TANPANAMA SATU
at that time jiwa aku macam terganggu sikit cause i have a fight with my boyfriend..
nak kate fight sangat xboleh jugak sebab we just ignored each other..
for the first time in our relationship,die kate die da tawar hati dgn relationship ni..
i couldn't accept it.how could he? his words are killing me n made me burst into tears. kat public.but i don't care. i'm hurt n deeply wounded.. he said that he needs to be alone.at first aku terlalu sedih,kecewa n marah.perasaan tu bercampur aduk.
kitorang da 4 years together.so bayangkanlah macam mane kitorang nk separate? my tears keluar macam air hujan,aku xdapat control lansung.xtahan sangat2.lepas 2 hujan terus turun dgn lebatnye. terima kasih.
"hujan dan airmata bersatu dalam irama ciptaan si pecinta mahal" - TANPANAMA SATU
at that night, i called him up tp no reply.after thousands trials,baru la de answer.
he said he was busy."busy"..cliche kn?
then i let my heart out pasal pe yang aku rasa lepas die cakap bnda tadi semue.
and aku rase puas sangat3. fuh...relieved.
i dont really want to talk about the fight n all cause this time i really want to be positive.i want him to respect me. i know n sure that he love me so damn much and he couldn't live without me.
aku akan tunggu tapi aku akan tunggu secara bermaruah. no more drama n no more pujuk rayu and all.hopeless 2 semue. i want to get real.because im a real girl.
"simpan kenangan, abadikan roman.." -TANPANAMA SATU
L.I.F.E. from the eye of me
L.I.F.E is actually,,
Loneliness Independent Fun Extreme
A great life is sumthing that pple dun realized,,manusia tak pernah tau dan paham ape itu hidup hingga satu tahap mereka sedar mereka sedang mati didalam kehidupan,,kenapa?sebab aku sedang mati di dalam suatu kehidupan yang aku cuba hidup di dalamnya,,kadang2 aku sedar aku terlalu menghargai kehidupan sampai aku tak paham apa makna kehidupan tu sebenarnya,,aku terlalu obses menuju ke suatu tahap kehidupan yang paling indah,,bagi aku "sesuatu" yang bisa membawa kau ke situ adalah "cinta",,tapi aku tak jumpa lagi "cinta" yang bisa membawa aku ke suatu tahap hidup yang paling indah itu,,aku benci bila “cinta” datang,,sedangkan itu yang aku mahu,,aku terlalu takot,,hingga aku menolak,,tapi sekali aku terima “cinta-cinta” itu,,aku mati semula dalam kehidupan aku,,aku bukan terlalu obsess dengan lelaki-lelaki yang datang membawa “cinta”,,tapi aku mengharapkan “cinta” yang dibawa adalah “cinta” yang membawa aku ke jalan hidup yang paling indah,,aku tak tahu dan tak pernah tahu apa yang tuhan telah aturkan untuk hidup aku,,tetapi aku mohon pada tuhan semoga aku sampai ke jalan hidup yang indah itu,,bagi aku, itulah klimaks dalam kehidupan aku,,selepas itu, aku tidak akan minta apa-apa lagi.aku percaya tuhan akan beri tapi tuhan menguji sebelum ia benar2 menjadi milik aku,,orang tak kan paham kenapa aku terlalu mengharap!!
By: “pengemis cinta” TANPANAMA DUA
Sunday, October 12, 2008
hey kau siapa? kau? dan kau pulak?
veneu:campus lobby
time:around 2p.m
SATU accidentally bumped into DUA at the lobby.
SATU is walking alone while DUA is with M.
satu: DUA!!!!!hah! baru r dapat jumpe.rindu siot,lame gile xjumpe.
dua: aah.lame kn,setahun gaklah.jangan risau la babe.aku da masuk sini so bile2 mase je nak jumpe.macam dulu haha!
satu: xsabar nak beraksi semule haha!da makan?kt sini banyak jugakla kedai makan tp kitorang slalu g yg belakang bank 2,pasal banyak choice n murah.
dua: ni nak g makan la ni.jom!
time makan kita berbual2 pasal hows our life sekarang n how rindu kitorang kt each other. kitorang da ber'besties' since mase amik diploma dulu. SATU da tunggu DUA selame setahun untuk DUA masuk ke college yang same sekarang ni.so faham-fahamla kan..
satu: hey,jom bla.got class la.
dua: aku pon.jom.papehal message k.
kitorang pon masuk class.n belajar la kn..habis class SATU terserempak dgn DUA.so lepak jap kt tepi class.
dua: wei,da bis class eyh?
satu: aah.tp lpas ni ade class lg.ni tunggu diorang ni habis gune class.
dua: aku pon.weh,kenalkan ni member aku, TIGA.TIGA,ni member aku SATU.
satu: hm ok.
tiga: ala kenal.selalu nampak kat Topshop.betul kan?
satu: ow eyh?hmm..ntah.yela kot.wei,ok lah DUA,got to go.c ya!
then SATU pon bla.TIGA talked to DUA.
tiga: sombong siot!dah la pelik
dua: yeke sombong?die memang mcm 2 awal2 kot.eh,pelik apsal pulak?
tiga: ko tau,mase aku nmpak die kt Topshop 2 die sorang2 la.aku ingat time 2 jela.rupenye kt lua pon die sorang2 gak.so bagi aku die pelik la.
dua: ow yeke?haha!selame ni orang cakap die sombong ade la.tp pelik,ni baru first.eh!lecturer da datangla.jom!
time:around 2p.m
SATU accidentally bumped into DUA at the lobby.
SATU is walking alone while DUA is with M.
satu: DUA!!!!!hah! baru r dapat jumpe.rindu siot,lame gile xjumpe.
dua: aah.lame kn,setahun gaklah.jangan risau la babe.aku da masuk sini so bile2 mase je nak jumpe.macam dulu haha!
satu: xsabar nak beraksi semule haha!da makan?kt sini banyak jugakla kedai makan tp kitorang slalu g yg belakang bank 2,pasal banyak choice n murah.
dua: ni nak g makan la ni.jom!
time makan kita berbual2 pasal hows our life sekarang n how rindu kitorang kt each other. kitorang da ber'besties' since mase amik diploma dulu. SATU da tunggu DUA selame setahun untuk DUA masuk ke college yang same sekarang ni.so faham-fahamla kan..
satu: hey,jom bla.got class la.
dua: aku pon.jom.papehal message k.
kitorang pon masuk class.n belajar la kn..habis class SATU terserempak dgn DUA.so lepak jap kt tepi class.
dua: wei,da bis class eyh?
satu: aah.tp lpas ni ade class lg.ni tunggu diorang ni habis gune class.
dua: aku pon.weh,kenalkan ni member aku, TIGA.TIGA,ni member aku SATU.
satu: hm ok.
tiga: ala kenal.selalu nampak kat Topshop.betul kan?
satu: ow eyh?hmm..ntah.yela kot.wei,ok lah DUA,got to go.c ya!
then SATU pon bla.TIGA talked to DUA.
tiga: sombong siot!dah la pelik
dua: yeke sombong?die memang mcm 2 awal2 kot.eh,pelik apsal pulak?
tiga: ko tau,mase aku nmpak die kt Topshop 2 die sorang2 la.aku ingat time 2 jela.rupenye kt lua pon die sorang2 gak.so bagi aku die pelik la.
dua: ow yeke?haha!selame ni orang cakap die sombong ade la.tp pelik,ni baru first.eh!lecturer da datangla.jom!
siapa kita
memandangkan kita mahu stay as anonymous, so kita xkan gune our real names..
we named ourselves as TANPANAMA SATU, TANPANAMA DUA, TANPANAMA TIGA n TANPANAMA EMPAT.
kita agak busy sebenarnye atas sebab commitment,so don't expect this blog to be daily updated but we'll try untuk curi mase nk update.n promise to write as jujur as possible.
ok back tu us..
TANPANAMA SATU
is a she.berumur 22 tahun.student,which is a senior to the other TANPANAMA.berwajah keanak-anakkan n cute but people say,"often a cute demeanor is merely the cover for a nefarious person".xtaulah,kite tengok nanti.1st impression 2wards her yang biase didengar is "sombonglah minah ni." x pun "kerek siot!" susahlah jugak nk mule berkawan dgn dia ,but bile dah kenal akan tau betapa kepohnye mulut die.die bukan senang nk percaya kt org lain so agak secretive.
TANPANAMA DUA
is also a she.berumur juge 22 tahun dan juge student seangkatan dengan TANPANAMA TIGA n EMPAT. dia ni muka sombong tapi friendly and easy going. sangat independent but manja in the same time.she had been trough a very tough life which is very unacceptable for some people. but she managed to handle it and determined to make her life the best 1 day.she live for love and never give up to find it no matter how hard it is.she is daring to do things but always know that there is limit for everything.
TANPANAMA TIGA
this one is a he.juge berumur 22.die ni agak blur dan kadang- kadang lampi orangnye.baik hati dan selalu lebihkan other people dari diri sendiri.orangnye xberade dalam category tinggi,xjambu o bukan pilihan orang sangat kalu nk usha.eh,bukan xde yg usha,ade.tp u'll fell for him for his generousity.1word yg sangat synonym dgn dia is "baik". tapi kelemahan dia is cepat sangat suka kt org n put hope on people.dan biasenye die jadi hopeless romantic.
TANPANAMA EMPAT
ini pon lelaki.but dia berumur 21 tahun.jambu babe!tapi perangai haramjadah.klaka gila dia ni suka sangat kenakan orang,kutuk n bahan org. tapi gurau2 je semue2.dia selalu menghidupkan suasane dgn lawak-lawak dia.serious kitorang memang had fun with him.he had also been through a tough life but by the problem he created himself.he hope to start a new life so he come here.that's his dark side of life which he fear it to be repeated. n now he is in the changing phase.
we named ourselves as TANPANAMA SATU, TANPANAMA DUA, TANPANAMA TIGA n TANPANAMA EMPAT.
kita agak busy sebenarnye atas sebab commitment,so don't expect this blog to be daily updated but we'll try untuk curi mase nk update.n promise to write as jujur as possible.
ok back tu us..
TANPANAMA SATU
is a she.berumur 22 tahun.student,which is a senior to the other TANPANAMA.berwajah keanak-anakkan n cute but people say,"often a cute demeanor is merely the cover for a nefarious person".xtaulah,kite tengok nanti.1st impression 2wards her yang biase didengar is "sombonglah minah ni." x pun "kerek siot!" susahlah jugak nk mule berkawan dgn dia ,but bile dah kenal akan tau betapa kepohnye mulut die.die bukan senang nk percaya kt org lain so agak secretive.
TANPANAMA DUA
is also a she.berumur juge 22 tahun dan juge student seangkatan dengan TANPANAMA TIGA n EMPAT. dia ni muka sombong tapi friendly and easy going. sangat independent but manja in the same time.she had been trough a very tough life which is very unacceptable for some people. but she managed to handle it and determined to make her life the best 1 day.she live for love and never give up to find it no matter how hard it is.she is daring to do things but always know that there is limit for everything.
TANPANAMA TIGA
this one is a he.juge berumur 22.die ni agak blur dan kadang- kadang lampi orangnye.baik hati dan selalu lebihkan other people dari diri sendiri.orangnye xberade dalam category tinggi,xjambu o bukan pilihan orang sangat kalu nk usha.eh,bukan xde yg usha,ade.tp u'll fell for him for his generousity.1word yg sangat synonym dgn dia is "baik". tapi kelemahan dia is cepat sangat suka kt org n put hope on people.dan biasenye die jadi hopeless romantic.
TANPANAMA EMPAT
ini pon lelaki.but dia berumur 21 tahun.jambu babe!tapi perangai haramjadah.klaka gila dia ni suka sangat kenakan orang,kutuk n bahan org. tapi gurau2 je semue2.dia selalu menghidupkan suasane dgn lawak-lawak dia.serious kitorang memang had fun with him.he had also been through a tough life but by the problem he created himself.he hope to start a new life so he come here.that's his dark side of life which he fear it to be repeated. n now he is in the changing phase.
very first entry
Fuh~
Akhirnye dapat pun create a blog.
Punye la susah,berapa kali dah verify.
This is the 1st entry for this blog.
This is the blog where stories of us will be written.
“us” consists of 4 people(buat mase ni la). 2 boys n 2 girls.
Macm-macam la yang akan diceritakan.
About our life n benda2 yang kite buat bersame.
We’re actually inspired by the KAMI film. Yes, mesti ramai kat luar sana akan cakap we are going to imitate them. Ada sebab kite buat semua ni. Xpercaya tengoklah nanti. Biaselah , people judging other people bukan 1 fenomena luar biase kn? But we’re just inspired to write down our story cause we know it’s going to be the greatest experience of all. Kite xmahu lupekan cerite2yang akan jadi sejarah 1day nanti.
“kenapa perlu hanya memerhatikan dunia sedangkan dunia memerhatikan kita?”
-tanpanama satu
About how we met n be friends akan diceritakan in other post.
Akhirnye dapat pun create a blog.
Punye la susah,berapa kali dah verify.
This is the 1st entry for this blog.
This is the blog where stories of us will be written.
“us” consists of 4 people(buat mase ni la). 2 boys n 2 girls.
Macm-macam la yang akan diceritakan.
About our life n benda2 yang kite buat bersame.
We’re actually inspired by the KAMI film. Yes, mesti ramai kat luar sana akan cakap we are going to imitate them. Ada sebab kite buat semua ni. Xpercaya tengoklah nanti. Biaselah , people judging other people bukan 1 fenomena luar biase kn? But we’re just inspired to write down our story cause we know it’s going to be the greatest experience of all. Kite xmahu lupekan cerite2yang akan jadi sejarah 1day nanti.
“kenapa perlu hanya memerhatikan dunia sedangkan dunia memerhatikan kita?”
-tanpanama satu
About how we met n be friends akan diceritakan in other post.
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